So confused lately...@@

haih..i am so confused lately@@.. dont noe what should i do and wheather what i did was right or wrong...all this decision's made is it right ?? did i follow my heart?? >.< ..is this relationship gonna last..?? i myself also dont noe..i dont noe how should i answer this question...u said u wish me happy, is this what u truly want? i guese i dont have any choice right now.. i am not pschic and i cant see the future so i cant predict what is gonna happen next...right now i am still thinking wats my next move??? day by day hoping that u would return but i dont think its possible anymore right?? hmmm if u would return than maybe its miracle than...sigh