Stronger And Stronger Each Day^^

hehe since the day we have been together baby my feelings for you are growing more and more each and every single day...13th Feb 2009 , i remember this date, and this day forever and ever...thats the happiest day of my life^^ the last 7 months of hard work was worth it, evendore i fail alot of times, but its okay i'm willing to try harder and harder just to get to you...now i got you by my side i will cherish and treasure every moment we spent together baby..honestly, baby there is no one out there that makes me feel this special way other than you, you were always there to cheer me up when i'm down, always there to pull me up when i fall and showing me how much u did care about me and love me...THX BABY love you so much!! Muacks~Baby dont be afraid or scare i will never hurt you or do anything bad to you, you will always be safe with me..i will oni love you , care for you , be there for you when you're blue ,giving you my hugs when u needed one and sharing everything i have with you^^ so dont afraid and let me take care of you baby! evendore we have been argueing a few times,but its okay..forget bout the sad times and think about our bright future baby. i trust you baby, and i hope u trust me too..each and everyday my feelings for you are growing stronger and stronger and stronger...my love for you will never decrease it will only increase and increase...^^ love you so much baby girl ~!

Muacks muacks~~!!
*hugs*hugs*

Happy Valentine's Day!!

happy valentine's day to everyone out there , and to all those love birds wished you guys happy and make sure you cherish the one you love or confess your feelings to them if u havent, dont wait cuz once u miss the chance it will be a lifetime regret..^^ Be brave and confess to her/ him how much u love them and show them how much u care for them...GOOD LUCK!! well i'm not gonna miss telling to my girlfriend too!!^^ if i didn tell her how much i love her now, i dont think i will have the courage to tell her that next time..baby for the past 7 months i've been waiting and trying my best to get you, evendore the road was tough and lots of time i have fail.after all its worth it...baby u are the only one i think each morning when i wake up , u are the one i wished for everynight and you are the one i dream each and everysingle night..You're the one i wishing and hoping for so long!! and now i have finally get you by my arms, and i will cherish and treasure every single moment we spent together. Baby i will only love you and you will gonna be the last girl i ever love so much!!! i'm gonna spent the rest of my life with you..so baby if you are reading this...i mean each and every single word that i have said..

Baby I Love You So Much~ !!!
Muacks Muacks!

A Wonderful Gift~!!

hehe....i think today is gonna be the happiest day of my life^^ Today i went out with my baby, rui chin, chun hoe , wai meng and hui pink to sunway pyramid...i am the first one to reach there so i line up first to buy movie tickets actually we are planning to watch the " Bride Wars" but no more tickets already all full !!! and the line was like very long i waited for aruond 15 min to buy the tickets and all the movies also no ticket liow so our last choice was "Eden Lake" after i bought the tickets thn me rui chin and hui pink waited for my baby , chun hoe and wai meng to come..they reach around 1.20 pm and our movies have already started..haha we are all late..but hui pink and wai meng didn see the movies they went to Neway? to sing? hahaha so left me,my baby , rui chin and chun hoe went for the movie...trust me u dont wanna see that movie.. it was freaking boring and u wont know wat is it saying too...@@ after the movie we went to gasoline? and had our lunch i guese ? hahah after finish eating my baby was like, i bought for you a gift and she gave it to me^^ it was a very nice neacklace love it so much!, thn she help me to wear it..feel so happy at that moment..how i wished that i could just stop the time at that moment...xD baby thx for your necklace i love it very much!!! muacks muacks!!!!

I love you so much baby~~!! xP
I will always remember our yue ding!!
Muacks~!!^^

13th Feb 2009 - My dream came true!!!

YAY~!!!! after so long, my one and only dream came true!!...i still remember like last night i'm thinking bout how should i confess my feelings towards you and i'm feeling very nervous, last night i am like hoping that you might giv me a chane today,and you did^^ thx baby..muacks ..thx god for finally letting me having her by my side agn..this time , baby i promise u that i will never gonna leave you ever again, i'm gonna hold on to you tight and i will cherish every moment i get to spent with you^^ ...today is the happiest day of my life^^!!!! haha...baby you're the one and only girl i love so much!! muacks ...After so many obstacles that i have went through i finally made it,each and every fall i've learn to be stronger^^, Each time i fall i love you more and more...so baby dont afraid to fall cuz i'll be the one who will hold you up when u fall and i'll lend you my shoulder to lie on when your down, i'll will always gonna be your sunshine^^ love you lots baby~!!!

muacks!! *hugs*hugs*

Valentine's Day Is Just Around The Corner...^^

Woooo~!!!! valentine's day is coming already,now is like already 11th Feb just another 3 more days till valentine dy..haha...damn i hate this year...how can valentines day fall on saturday??!! hahah....Nvm ba..wish that we could go out together ...haha....Attention to all those love birds out there...Enjoy your night, and have fun with your lover!!! hahaha....well i plan alot of stuff to do during valentine, haha hopefull all also prepare liow..lolx..plan since last year? end of the year? lolx...so fast plan liow...so there is one question i would like to ask the special someone, Wong Yoke Kien, Would you like to be my valentine? XD

S.H.E - 安靜了

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡,
夢想中屬於我們的婚禮,
卻成了 單人結婚進行曲,
在這場愛情角力的拔河裡,
愛我還是愛你 你選擇了自己.

撒嬌的 可愛的 黏人的 愛哭的 照片裡 曾經的都是你喜歡的,
如今我還在原地 你卻走回你的記憶

你說我愛你太多 就快要把你淹沒,
你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落,
分開是一種解脫 讓你好好的想過,
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能夠給我.

你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼,
分不清激情 承諾 永恆或迷惑,
愛情是一道傷口 我們各自苦痛,
沉默是我最後溫柔 是因為我太愛你.

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡,
夢想中屬於我們的婚禮 安靜了 在我枕邊的夢裡,
我知道相愛原本就不容易,
愛不是1加1 努力就有結局.

撒嬌的 可愛的 黏人的 愛哭的 照片裡 曾經的都是愛著你的,
臉頰的淚還溫熱 卻沒有人握我的手.

你說我愛你太多 就快要把你淹沒,
你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落,
分開是一種解脫 讓你好好的想過,
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能夠給我.

你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼,
分不清激情 承諾 永恆或迷惑,
愛情是一道傷口 我們各自苦痛,
沉默是我最後溫柔 是因為我太愛你.

What Some Ppl Says..

here's wat some ppl say bout loving someone...some ppl say that if u really love someone u should continue wait for her to show her that u care, some ppl say that to wait for a girl, you have to see wheather is worth it or not? ...some ppl say if that girl dont love you at all wats the point of you continue waiting for her? is just a waste of time..I've been questioning myself quiet a number of times bout this ques@@ and i still dont noe how to answer this questions myself...my frds says follow your heart, but i and my heart are no longer together cuz each time i trust my heart, it disapoints me so i decided to seperate it from me, but now if i have to trust my heart agn, i'm afraid that i might fall agn...My thoughts tell me not to give up , but i got a feeling that i will fail...?? why? is it because the fate of both of us is already stated there? both of us cant be together? or is it i'm just a kid thinking that you still love me? or am i just dumb to still love you after all i know that i will still fail? its not easy to let go someone you really love evendore you said that you've had, if i have said that i have forgotten you, than its a lie...cuz the truth is i cant...lolx..so many questions i have to answer and face myself...who will be there for me when i need one? frds might help some, but the most is from myself, when oni i can untie this knot in my heart?

Going Back Soon!!!!

YAY....at last i'm going back to malaysia already...haha i've been waiting for this day way too long..tomoro is 3rd liow 4th i am going back and i will be going to school on the 5th...haha get to see my frds at last...lolx...get to play ball at last...hahah...so mny days didn touch basketball liow...erm..my fligh is on the morning 7 something i will be reaching around noon? 12 something or 1 i guese...go back gonna buckle up dy, study hard liow lo...Xd

Vodka agn..=)

haha...tonight i when out with some friends and have a wonderfull dinner they belanja me makan...haha so good...lolx i think should also lo...cuz 1 year i oni can see them one time, and they can oni see me once a year too..haha...so we went to a japanese retaurant and had our dinner...order around 10 dishes? haha...than drinks?? erm.... we had vodka, some red wine....haha and more vodka..i had the orange vodka...lolx..drink 1 glass oni than my face so fast red liow...haha...my friends are like , WTF u cannot drink de a? so fast face red liow...lolx...my face just like red apple oni...haha..feel so hot inside, when go out that time i dont feel cold at all..somemore i wearing T-shirt ..lolx..they all wearing jackets..Xd
Hot till like that,erm..our dinner is about 4000+? around malaysia 400+lolx...quiet expensive..@@

If I Could , But Could I ??

If I could turn and walk away,
And start all over again..
I can forget I ever knew you,
I could live in a world of pretend.

But everytime I open my eyes,
It's back to reality.
Things I've tried to forget,
Are back again with me.

I could go through life,
Never saying your name.
I could live each day..
Looking for a place to lay the blame.

I could feel bitter,
For the way things turned out.
But I choose not to be,
That's not what I'm about.

I could forever long for you,
And this I'll probably do.
If only I could've touched your face..
At least one dream would've come true.

I could say I hate you,
But it would be a lie.
I could wish I'd never met you,
So I'd never had a sad goodbye.

But no matter the tears,
The aches I felt inside,
I still can't regret knowing you,
My feelings I've never denied.

I chose to remember you,
The way you were with me.
Things you said and felt..
I hold in loving memory.

Even though it was a heartache,
Only waiting to begin,
What I experienced with you...
Was the best place I've ever been.

if you are looking at this poem, i hope that u know i still love you, and i still care bout you...

Maybe Tomoro , Or Never ?

When I think about what we used to be,
I cry and cry in spite of me.
It just seems crazy that was just last year,
Just last year I barely cried one tear.

Now I'm just hoping maybe tomorrow,
Maybe tomorrow there'll be no more sorrow.
Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a glance,
Maybe tomorrow you'll give me one last chance.

Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a call,
Maybe tomorrow I won't cry at all.
Maybe tomorrow you'll hug me tight,
Maybe tomorrow you'll kiss me good night.

Maybe tomorrow you'll take back my heart,
Maybe you'll give me a brand new start.
I'm living with dreams that won't come true,
For you will never love me as I love you.