Be happy?

be happy?

how does happy feel?

wat does happy means?

does happy means spending the rest of your life wit the one u love

will i get bac my happy feelings agn?

or it will dissapears into the universe?

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well all that doesnt really matter at all

Its just a feeling

as long as i can see the sweet warm smiles of hers thn its fine..

if she would have lost her love feelings , i would do anything including sacrificing my life in order to get bac her feelings,

wat really important is 'her"

even till the end she still prefers other guy thn me

i will no regret, cuz i believe that the choice she made is always right

right now wat i can do is be at her side guarding her ,tell jokes to make her laugh, borrow her shoulder to lean on when shes down, always be there for her till she find the right guy for her...

what U mean to me in my life

Will you ever really know?
Will you truly understand?
Will you ever really see?
Come here and take my hand.


I'll tell you, I'll show you,
I'll guide you to my heart,
I'll let you into my soul,
From me you'll never part.

I dream every night when I sleep,
But my dreams are only about you.
You occupy my every thought,
You're in everything I do.

I can't imagine who I'd be,
Or what I would be like
Without having you here with me
As the center of my life.

You're the stars in my midnight sky,
You're the millions of fish in my sea,
You're the hot, bright sun in my world,
And that's what you mean to me.

A Bad Nightmare...

last night had a nightmare,
a very bad nightmare indeed,
i dream bout u leaving me and my shadows behind,
i dream bout u having another guy by your side
but its not me,
God is this dream really gonna happen to me?
God is this nighmare really gonna happen?
Pls tell me that all this is not true,
Tell me that thats not really not gonna happen,
The wish that i made everynight will it happen or its just a fairytale after all?
The girl in my dream will be another mans future?
Tell me that this just a bad dream...

arghh hand pain...!!

haih hand still so pain now...yesterday went pyramid with yong wei, alex, darrren , alex and me play archery while darren and yw thr laughing at us...well this my first time playing archery and its a very nice game to play and release anger..haha...the first game we play was very noob...he arrorws were like flying here and thr..thn me and alex tak puas hati and ply another round and this time i did better ...haha at least can hit the center le..but when holding the bow my hand was like keep shaking and so hard to control.. jus feel as if like the hand is not mine anymore..now my whole left hand is suffering from pain..haha..but its worth it la..no other way to release anger thn i release it on alex board and alex shoot mine board..haha
..at least my heart now feels much more better..

Feelings In My Heart

I love you more every day,My name I long for you to say.Do you know just how I feel?Do you know this love is real?Sometimes I wonder what you think.When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?Do you dream about me every night?Wish to hug me and hold me tight?Do you think we're meant to be?Together forever, you and me?These are the questions that run through my mind,Your way into my heart, you did find.It drives me crazy as to what I should do,Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?Or should I keep my feelings inside,Keep them locked up, let them hide?I just don't know what to do anymore,My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.I love you more than you could know,And I don't want to ever let you go.So even if I'm just a friend,I'll always love you until the end...

Merdeka Celebration..

Well today our school had our celebration in the hall...first we watch the shuffle done by the lower seniors and 2 form 3's which is lau n ck...lol..." lau u damn hyper' lol....thn follow by the reading sajak...hmm quite boring...thn performance by the upper seniors shuffle agn...well obviously they are much more better... after breakfast class was at usual but our teachers came up a prank...tell the whole school was on fire...thn all of us had to go out n go bhind our school...We all did this twice somemore the day was so hot...well i think thats wat we do today at school...

Good Luck and Take Good Care Ms.Josephine

Haih....well one of my favourite teacher is leaving to some place else to teach...hmmm kinda sad..hope that she dont leave us...well maybe sometimes she can be a joker too..whenever she sees me she will say yes" taiwan boi" haha...so love " taiwan boi" lol...well wish u good luck in wat ever u do n take care...^^ i will always remember u ...

~Take Care~

-"Taiwan Boi" - haha

Its a hard decision for me @@...hmmm

haih....well i have been thinking for a few days le wheather one to officially giv up or not...i ask some of my friends for opinion and guese wat did they say....yuyu giv up la ,she no feelings for u one no point u wait for her, even if u wait she wont feel " gan tong " de..hmm well if thats really true thn thats what makes me continue loving her...i will spend my every last second wit her if this is my last year in this school..if didn change i will spend my very last drop of soul waiting for u...no matter how long it takes..i will wait,hmm i finally realise why some ppl is willing to sacrifice for their love ones and without feeling regret...maybe its worth it..? If it were me i am willing to sacrifice my life to change your happiness...our life is full obstacles and we must learn to stand up whenever we fall...

The Hole in My Heart

When you left,You took a piece of me.I constantly find myself.Down on bended knee,I see you in my dreams.Every night and day,I run to be in your loving arms......But you slowly walk away.Why do you do this?Why do you run?I'm afraid to think You're seeing someone other thn me....haih....i noe that i have done something awfully bad before n makes u hurt and now i am changing to a better person for u....i know u will feel insecure wit me...but i will prove to you that i am serious this time and i will hold u tightly and never gonna let u go..

Makes Me Hard Not To Think Of You

You're the first person I think of,
Each morning when I rise.
You're the last thing I think of,
When I close my eyes.

You're in each thought I have,
And every breath I take.
My feelings are growing stronger,
With every single move u make.

You're an angel from above,
who takes away all my pain.
My love for you is so strong,
It's always gonna be the same.

You're the miracle in my life,
Who can always make me smile.
Just knowing that you care,
Makes my life worth-while.

You've touched my heart and soul,
Which you have from the start.
Your warm soft words,
Will never ever gonna leave my heart.

You are everything I want,
You're so pure and true.
I love you with everything I have,
And I love everything that you do.

Its just imposibble for me not to think of you....

You And Always Will Be You

The first thing I think of is you
When I think of you,
Is your wonderful smile that keeps me going on,
The second would be your adorable and sweet laugh.
I could go on and on,
But the list would never end.
When I think of the seconds,
That we've been together,
And of all of the happy memories we've already shared
It amazes me to no end
And I know that we were meant to be together.
I look at you and see overflowing love, hope, and joy
As well as charm, strength, happiness and dignity.
With all of these wonderful qualities
It's no wonder why I love you so much.

-Takumi-

2nd Trial and Final Exams Coming..!!!

wa...feel like time pass so fast jus finish my 1st trial recently thn now gonna sit for my 2nd trial agn...hmm.. gonna need to work hard le...this time must get better results thn before...I must prove to her that i not only Love her but i am also good at my studies...+U+U..GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND ESPECIALLY TO "HER +U+U YOU CAN DO IT DE BELIEVE IN YOURSELF" haha..hmm well today was quite boring...all subjects sien de..and our class teacher is emo at us..she didn enter our class for 3 days liow lu jus bcuz of some silly things gary did...lolx~~but i think wat gary did was right la, she scold us for talking to girls??..doesn't make sense right?...was wrong wit talking to friends..?hmm dont noe wat she thinking la..

Well i guese thats for now...
-Takumi-

知道（郭靜）

她讓你憔悴許多　她讓你不知所措 她一舉一動你不停地對我說
我微笑傾聽你說　我卻越聽越心痛
怎麼你說的不是我

她比我多了甚麼　讓你願意　耐心等候

我想知道她讓你癡心　是甚麼
我想知道她讓你瘋狂　為甚麼
我知道做的和她沒有不同
但是我　卻不在你心中　逗留

我想知道她哪裡比我好更多
在你心中她和我有甚麼不同
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我　總換不了你的　心動

你讓我憔悴很多　你讓我不知所措
你一舉一動我的心被牽著走
她不經意地走過　你就把我給冷落
嫉妒把我給吞沒

她比我多了甚麼　讓你願意　耐心等候

我想知道她讓你癡心　是甚麼
我想知道她讓你瘋狂　為甚麼
我知道做的和她沒有不同
但是我　卻不在你心中　逗留

我想知道她哪裡比我好更多
在你心中她和我有甚麼不同
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我　總換不了你的　心動

我知道了她哪裡比我好更多
在你心中我永遠不可能會讓你心動
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我　在你心中沒有她多

Changing School Next Year..??

haih...really dont feel like changing to another school..the reason i change is because of my sis..?dont bcuz of my sis change school thn i have to follow de ma...kinda sad one to leave all my best friends and my favourite teachers in school...hmmm try to convince my parents n see how..haih actually thought that can sty in this school wit her till form 5 de but maybe cant le...hmmm dont noe when i chg school le she will happy de ma...? Feel so Bu sher de to change school....Feels so weird to be in a new school..

Well guese thats it for now..
-Takumi-

Feelings..?

haih....
currently feeling kinda down...hmm actually is sad...well the one and only girl i love seems dont have any special feelings towards me..well wat more can i say..?hmm it is the fact, i will have to accept it, or maybe she just deserves someone much more better thn me..?someone who will be there to take care her , borrow her a shoulder to lean on when she's sad, makes her happy all day long...Well this might be my fate..everyone deserves a second chance but will i..?hmm...as long as she happy wit her life no matter who she choose i will always respect her decision...As long as can see her smile thn i am happy le...

well i guese thats it for now...write agn went i am free
-Takumi-