Realise:

hmm...now i finally realise wat i really meant to you..haha..i thought i was more thn that but it was just a dream after all, its so easy to say i love you,but do you even mean it? i think not, i thought both of us might be happy together but you dont think so...maybe we just dont deserves to be with each other after all, i thought we got a chance to be more than a friend...hmm looks like i'am wrong agn..haha..now i realise that i cant trust my heart anymore,cuz NONE of it is true.Its always wat i wanted but not you ...This will be the last time i ever love someone so much i think...hmm...anyway thx for your love that u show me before,appreciate it very much..every happy and sad moment spent wit you i will cherish it... Hope u find someone better than me..Good Luck!!!