So confused lately...@@

haih..i am so confused lately@@.. dont noe what should i do and wheather what i did was right or wrong...all this decision's made is it right ?? did i follow my heart?? >.< ..is this relationship gonna last..?? i myself also dont noe..i dont noe how should i answer this question...u said u wish me happy, is this what u truly want? i guese i dont have any choice right now.. i am not pschic and i cant see the future so i cant predict what is gonna happen next...right now i am still thinking wats my next move??? day by day hoping that u would return but i dont think its possible anymore right?? hmmm if u would return than maybe its miracle than...sigh

沒有玉娟的日子- 第11天

hmm... 已經十一天了我 們沒聯絡了...
一 轉眼, 十一天就過去, 時間過得還真快...
但是在我心里, 總覺得這十一天以來過得很慢,
我真的很希望時間能過得快一點...
因為我決定要把你給忘記...
我想把我們的一切都忘了...

這6個月以來... 你給了我很多很多的美好回憶... 很多甜蜜的時刻...
我真的很想念那些日子...
這6個月... 我真的用心良苦的追你... 但是你每一次都令我失望... 一次一次的拒絕我... 我真的很想知道為什么... 為什么你就不能接收我??
難道我對你做錯了什么嗎?
還是我以前有什么給你不好的影像??
你就不能接收我的愛一 次嗎?
我真的真的很想和你在一起..
你每次對我說你這不好那個不好...
我覺得你錯了... 對我來說, 你是在這世界上, 我遇見和相處過的最好的女子..
我多么的希望我們能在一起.... 但是你選擇了要一個人...
還是你已經愛上了另一個人?
看來 我的夢想是不可能成真了吧?

我心里還有許多 活想告訴你, 很多事想讓你知道,
但是看來這一些對你已經不重要了吧?
看來我的存在對你已經不重要了吧?
每一晚我許的愿望是不會正真了...
我還記得你對我說你的夢想你將來你 想當個空姐, 想當個空姐學業一定要很好吧...要是你已經決定了,我成群你!!! 好好的努力往前走吧!!
我永遠都支持着你!!
黃玉娟你一定要好好的努力哦!!!!!
黃玉娟你一定要好好的活下去!!!!
也許將來你會找到一位比我還好的人...


這幾個晚上, 我都看着月亮... 想這你... 想這你的笑容... 想這你.. 對我說話的語氣...
我真的真的很想念你...
我很希望你可以一直配在我的身邊...

你不是真正的快乐

人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了

你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
然後才後悔着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

Your Choice..

hmm..well i dont think there is anything left for me to say anymore...In the end , the ending is still the same after all...nothing have change , maybe this is just my faith after all ,from the beggining everything have already been set...maybe u deserves to be with someone better than me after all..i am not good enough for u..If your reason is because of Spm and exams than i wish u good luck and hope that u will do the best in your exams...The moment u said NO , my heart sink and i think this is first time i have ever felt so sad before...well u have already made your choice i dont think there is anything i can do to change it, hope that u will find someone much more better than me 1 day...Wish u all the best!!!!

Shattered Pieces..

Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart,
handing it to you, "careful it's fragile,
and easily falls apart."Extending your arms, you take the heart in
your tender warm hands.It falls into a million shattered pieces on the floor it lands.
You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes.
Apologies are not enough.Looking at you with tears in my eyes,
I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heartthat has fallen apart.
I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart.
one by one, piece by piece.I need to put it together again, some how. some way.
Each piece of my heart has a memory so true.Each piece of my heart has part of you.
You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life.
I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife.All my tears won't keep you near..
All my tears won't mend what's not here.
Again I look at you with a whisper in my voice,
The only way my heart will mend and finally be complete,
is if you and I can come together without being discreet.
You see, what we have here and today, helps me face the world, with a love for you that gives a glow...but now, my baby, you made a choice.My heart is on this floor, shattered and broke.
With each piece I pick up ...I need to learn to let go.

Enjoy your holidays and Have a Safe Trip..

Hope u enjoy Your Holidays And Have a Safe Trip...^^
Miss u lots~
Take care o...



Yuyu
muackz~hehe^0^

Its okay to fall,no matter how hard is it for me i will stil WAIT for You...

hmm...wad happen? why must things always happen when i am soo close of getting u? God are u testing me? are u testing my love for her? if u are i will prove to you that no matter how many times i FALL i will still stand up and I will never give up...i will prove to you that I really LOVE her and my love towards her will never change..haih eventhough each time my heart is hurt but it doesnt matter..anything for u is WORTH it,including sacrificing my life for u..each time i fall i learn to be stronger..i fail this time is because i have made a very dumb move, i choose someone else to replace you from my heart, hmm the reason i be wit her is because i wanna try to forget u...but no matter how hard i try i jus cant, u really meant alot to me..eventhough we cant be together but seeing your sweet warm smile i happy le..as long as you are happy i am happy too.. i just want u to know that how much u mean to me.. and how much i love u.. BABY i will always LOVE u!

Scare T.T

huhuhu...i am gonna jog to school tomoro early in the morning..haha..omg damn scary..imagine i am the only guy on the highway jogging and some place are dark and scary too...T.T think bout tomoro i also scare liow..hmm...well just dont think soo much gua..maybe is not that scary...hmm...i will pass by the graveyard lar!!! arghh!! scary...anyways PMR IS ON MONDAY!!!! haha...kinda nervous and scare..i have to read through all the teep that i have done and see where my mistakes are...well i keep telling myself is not pmr is TRIAL 3...haha so that i wont feel that scare..haiyo so ma fan la..need bring passport go school...!!!!

I Will Try!!!

haha..i have been thinking for a few days and i decided that this saturday i will try to jog to house on my own..haha sounds CRAZY right ...i also think that i am crazy..lol..i think i will wake up at 6.30 and start jogging to school..hmm..maybe 30 minutes or 45 minutes i think i reach school le..u might think i amd lying or joking right..haha but i am not..i wanna try this and i believe i can do it..@@! but it might be kinda scary doh...i have to start jogging bfore sky bright and haven to jog alone on the highway...haha..talk to my parents bout it liow..well guese wat did they say..my dad agrees to let me do it...and my mum says NO!!..lolx she said is not safe to go out bfore the sky bright...haha but dad say aiyo nothing de la..is not like he is still a 5 year old child or a girl is he...than mum nothing say liow..haha..kinda nervous and scare but nvm i have to overcome my fears and learn to be stronger..XD

Impossible??

haha as usual la...nothing much more to say morning wake up 6 and wait for mr.ariff to come take me than go school study...haha well this morning we had a imteresting topic to talk about ..we were talking bout running...mr.ariff were asking bout wheather next year i still wanna continue volleyball or not?? i said ya but got no transport so early in the morning...and guese wat he said..he say u should jog from your HOUSE to SCHOOL..!!!! and he said is not far actually its only 4000m!!!!! damn far right? i think if i would to do it it would take at least 1 hour or more than that to reach the school..after that my leg wont be able to walk liow..lolx...actually i am thinking bout trying it this saturday ...XD but have to wake up before sky bright and i dont think my parents let too....hmm...see first ba...what u guys think huh? crazy? insane?lolx

Boring HolidayzZz

sigh..i thought that holidays would be fun but the 1 week of holidays for me is like extremely BORING ....well me and my family didnt really go anywhere or wat...just went bac to melaka and visit some relatives thats all...melaka so sien la..nothing to see also..alll also bout history..other than that i have been helping mum doing houseworks fyi my maid went bac indo for holidays liow so i have to help do works..haha so rajin leh..as usual lo..early morning wake up at 7 go jogging till 9.30 like that thn help mum do work le..well thats all i can say for my holidayZzz

It Just Isnt There

I just don't know what to do
Why am I still in love with you?
I know you don't love me
And that's the way it should be
He loves you, and you love him
Funny to think that's the way we were
So much love used to be there
Then, somehow, it vanished into thin air

How can I get over you?
Then love other people too
I hurt so much
Just knowing we're so out of touch
It hurts to know you don't care for me
And it can't be the way it used to be
I want you back
But he has all the qualities you love and I lack
I hope you two are happy together
Since it can't be us....Together Forever.

Sigh*

Lost in his love

Your words of pain enter my heart,I can feel them,I can almost touch them,Yet I have no real magic,I can only give you my love,But love does not seem to be potent enough,Your wounds are too deep and painful,I enter them and try to find a resolution,There is none,I try to find some glimmer of hope,There is none,Your heart is ice cold,No fire can melt it away,At least for now,Please come back to me,Open your heart,Open your arms,Open your eyes once again,You are blinded by his love,You are fueled by his love,But where are you,I look into your eyes and a vast sea of emptiness floats before me,You have given yourself to him,You are so loss in love wit him.
and why?

Broken Heart

I will never forget the days we once had

The days when you were everything to me

My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever

But now I realize that was all a big dream

The feelings I have for you will never go

I wish I could take back that one regretful day

The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms

Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets

That I would once have to live through

The sight of you in someone else's arms

Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces

I sometimes wonder if you still think of me

Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd

I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back

But for now, I'll sit here silently

Remembering all the memories we once shared

Everyday my love grows much stronger

Hoping that one day you will feel the same

And put back the pieces of my broken heart.

Losing You Slowly

Everyday I regret pushing you away
Afraid that I might lose you forever
And that I might not get a second chance
If only I could turn back the clock
I'd tell you how much I care for you
How much I wish I could be with you
To hold you when you're feeling down
Or to hug you when you need a hug
But I'm afraid I've lost you forever
And I'll never get a second chance with you
Because u had fallen for him...
Now i am afraid that i am losing u slowly..

Now You're Gone

I'm relying on Fate
To take me away
To the place I know
I can always stay.
I'm not independant
Because I had you
Now you're gone
What do I do?
I can't close my eyes
Before I sleep
Because I'm scared
Of the tears I weap
I once held you close
Now I dont have you at all
I went so far!
We did it all!
We was like, perfection!
Nothing could take your place
My heart would only accept
The beauty of your face
But now you're gone,
I'm left nothing to do.
Apart from take my life
Because of you.
I dont want to do this,
I dont want to say goodbye.
But I will with courage,
And a tear in my eye.
Would you notice me gone?
Would you even care?
All I ever wanted to do
Is tell you I'd be there.
But you pushed me away
Down a long lonely road
And all of this..
Because I moaned.
I love you.
It wasn't ment to end this way
But now arrives fate,
And leads my life astray.

Wat more can i say..?

Mistakes are part of life. They teach us that some things shouldn't be done again or we should be tough and dont ever give up that easily, mistakes can also lead us to a lifetime suffering. I know this is true for because of my mistake, I lost you... If only promises could erase the past, I could open my heart enough to take you back. But we've been down this road time and time again and I've learned the hard way how the story always ends the truth always hurts??..Sometimes I wish I'm different and maybe unique? I wish I'm more than what I am right now. You know why? Cause maybe if that happens, the person I love will learn to like me, to care for me, to love me. I just wish you would...hmm I have come to realize that destiny can hurt a person as much as it can bless then I found myself wondering why out of all the people I could have loved, I had to fall for someone destined to be taken away from me by someone else..?

Haih...Blister blister and blister..

well...why am i so unlucky today?? my leg now got 3 blister liow ..haih..maybe jogging cuz de gua..haih..like my toe got hole oni..inside like got water de..lol..hmm...well today i think i jog the longest i jog 1 hour and 45 minutes...wa..quite tiring le didn noe that jog also can be so tired...but nvm for next year champion i will never giv up and i promise her le i will get first..hehe..another scary story when i jus finish jogging bac it was around 7.30 and the sky here was kinda dark..and i have too jog bac so far and the road lights are all spoil so the roads are like all black and i can oni hear my footsteps and see my shadow...damn scary...next time i will nvr jog till so late liow..makes me feels creppy..somemore nearby my house here got alot indo ppl..haih...

Nice haircut..?

hmmm...sunday i jus had my hair cut and monday i kena cut agn by teachers...****..my side soooo short liow they still cut...make me look like a japanese girl...= ="..now make my hair so short..haih...now i have to wait for another 2 more months for it to long agn...hmm so longgg!!!...and waste my another 20 bucks go cut my hair agn...****..hmm

Next year i am gonna win for yellow house running!!!

well..next year i am gonna get first in running for 100m, 200m, and also 400m for Yellow House..and hopefully i can be 'olahragawan"@@ did i spell it correctly?? ..hmm well i its quite easy just to say but i am starting my training now le...and i am gonna prove that i can..evendore my leg muscles hurt but i believe if i work hard i will succeed , bah kata melayu berbunyi" Sikit-sikit lama menjadi bukit" haha..hmm i think my toughest challengers are viveshen, kai sheng and wong kuang jin..haha wait for me u guys i am gonna beat u guys NEXT YEAR...and i will prove to U that we must have faith in ourself oni can succeed and dont easy give up so +u+u i believe that u can...



*last sentence is for someone special in my life,whom is very important to me and she is a part of my life, believe me u will succeed*

The other part of my heart needs U..

I don’t know why I keep on loving you despite the fact that I’ll get hurt again just like before. I never learn cause I don’t want to. Not now when I’m still strong to fall for you over and over again...and when I say I love you, please believe it’s true. When I say forever, know I’ll never leave you.. When I say goodbye, promise me you won’t cry. Cause the day I’ll be saying that would be the day I die...evendore my heart hurts badly but I don’t regret the rain or the nights I felt the pain or the tears I had to cry some of those times along the way. For every road I had to take ,every obstacles i had to face, every time my heart would break, it was just something I had to do to get me to you..if i giv u H-R-T? What would you add to these letters? EA or U? EA you get heart, U you get hurt. Now, what would you pick? Well, I would pick U because it’s better to get hurt than have a heart without U...twinkle twinkle little star i wish could be with her every night, watch her fall asleep and kiss her goodnight. When I get to heaven, I know just what to do. I’ll spend eternity watching over her...i had a dream and God asked me if I were to live again what would I be. I told him I want to be an angel to guide you. He said, “But you don’t have to guide another angel.” I then answered, “Well, I can love one.” ..hmm i hope that one day u will accept my love and let me stay by your side...

Truth hurts..haih..

Before, I asked God to give me someone special to love. I found you then lost you. I asked God why and He answered, “But my child, the one you asked for asked for somebody else..."I love you” doesn’t really mean that I want you to be mine. In fact, it’s another way of saying, “I’m happy to see you happy with someone new even if it’s killing me.” So I guess I love you...evendore i cant bear the pain but i would still say i love you..everynight jus before i go to sleep i would make a wish,Maybe the gods were sleeping when I asked for you. Maybe the angels were somewhere else when I wished for you. Cause if they only heard me praying and wishing so hard, he wouldn’t have you, I would...those wishes is it really not gonna come true? It’s hard not to love you, it’s hard not to care and it’s hard to live without you. But I have to try cause it’s harder to bear the pain of knowing you don’t feel the same towards me ...Once in my life, I met someone whom I loved and cared for. I gave everything, I fought for her. But one thing I forgot to do is to ask if she wanted me to but she told me that she didn love me at all...i have keeping this three words I wish to say to you, three words that might scare you away. Don’t you know those three words describe who you are to me in my life? But probably right now those three words that I wish to say are the same words you said to him...There are times that I’m about to give up cause there’s no way I can make you mine. But why is it that every time I’m ready to let go, I end up falling for you all over again?? why?For many times I said I wouldn’t love you anymore yet every time I lay my eyes on you, my heart starts to state these silent words, “I’m still not over you.”It’s okay if you can’t love me nor even think of me. I’m not asking you to. It’s really okay for me if you can’t cause you see? What I told you was “I love you” not “please love me too”..maybe one day u will find a guy u truly love...It’s unfair to think so much of you when you’re not missing me at all, to cry when you never shed a tear, to love when you say words that hurt my heart and to live when you breathe for someone else.

Lies

This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear her name

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For u are somehow gone

Those night all those messages
was it all jus a lie or true?
Thn all of sudden u seem to change
All those words that u use to say to me
U nvr said agn..
why?

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

But last night when I saw u
For the first time since u left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let u go ..

why am lying to myself? why cant i forget u?

i hope that u will find a more suitable person for you...

Be happy?

be happy?

how does happy feel?

wat does happy means?

does happy means spending the rest of your life wit the one u love

will i get bac my happy feelings agn?

or it will dissapears into the universe?

~~~~~~~~

well all that doesnt really matter at all

Its just a feeling

as long as i can see the sweet warm smiles of hers thn its fine..

if she would have lost her love feelings , i would do anything including sacrificing my life in order to get bac her feelings,

wat really important is 'her"

even till the end she still prefers other guy thn me

i will no regret, cuz i believe that the choice she made is always right

right now wat i can do is be at her side guarding her ,tell jokes to make her laugh, borrow her shoulder to lean on when shes down, always be there for her till she find the right guy for her...

what U mean to me in my life

Will you ever really know?
Will you truly understand?
Will you ever really see?
Come here and take my hand.


I'll tell you, I'll show you,
I'll guide you to my heart,
I'll let you into my soul,
From me you'll never part.

I dream every night when I sleep,
But my dreams are only about you.
You occupy my every thought,
You're in everything I do.

I can't imagine who I'd be,
Or what I would be like
Without having you here with me
As the center of my life.

You're the stars in my midnight sky,
You're the millions of fish in my sea,
You're the hot, bright sun in my world,
And that's what you mean to me.

A Bad Nightmare...

last night had a nightmare,
a very bad nightmare indeed,
i dream bout u leaving me and my shadows behind,
i dream bout u having another guy by your side
but its not me,
God is this dream really gonna happen to me?
God is this nighmare really gonna happen?
Pls tell me that all this is not true,
Tell me that thats not really not gonna happen,
The wish that i made everynight will it happen or its just a fairytale after all?
The girl in my dream will be another mans future?
Tell me that this just a bad dream...

arghh hand pain...!!

haih hand still so pain now...yesterday went pyramid with yong wei, alex, darrren , alex and me play archery while darren and yw thr laughing at us...well this my first time playing archery and its a very nice game to play and release anger..haha...the first game we play was very noob...he arrorws were like flying here and thr..thn me and alex tak puas hati and ply another round and this time i did better ...haha at least can hit the center le..but when holding the bow my hand was like keep shaking and so hard to control.. jus feel as if like the hand is not mine anymore..now my whole left hand is suffering from pain..haha..but its worth it la..no other way to release anger thn i release it on alex board and alex shoot mine board..haha
..at least my heart now feels much more better..

Feelings In My Heart

I love you more every day,My name I long for you to say.Do you know just how I feel?Do you know this love is real?Sometimes I wonder what you think.When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?Do you dream about me every night?Wish to hug me and hold me tight?Do you think we're meant to be?Together forever, you and me?These are the questions that run through my mind,Your way into my heart, you did find.It drives me crazy as to what I should do,Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?Or should I keep my feelings inside,Keep them locked up, let them hide?I just don't know what to do anymore,My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.I love you more than you could know,And I don't want to ever let you go.So even if I'm just a friend,I'll always love you until the end...

Merdeka Celebration..

Well today our school had our celebration in the hall...first we watch the shuffle done by the lower seniors and 2 form 3's which is lau n ck...lol..." lau u damn hyper' lol....thn follow by the reading sajak...hmm quite boring...thn performance by the upper seniors shuffle agn...well obviously they are much more better... after breakfast class was at usual but our teachers came up a prank...tell the whole school was on fire...thn all of us had to go out n go bhind our school...We all did this twice somemore the day was so hot...well i think thats wat we do today at school...

Good Luck and Take Good Care Ms.Josephine

Haih....well one of my favourite teacher is leaving to some place else to teach...hmmm kinda sad..hope that she dont leave us...well maybe sometimes she can be a joker too..whenever she sees me she will say yes" taiwan boi" haha...so love " taiwan boi" lol...well wish u good luck in wat ever u do n take care...^^ i will always remember u ...

~Take Care~

-"Taiwan Boi" - haha

Its a hard decision for me @@...hmmm

haih....well i have been thinking for a few days le wheather one to officially giv up or not...i ask some of my friends for opinion and guese wat did they say....yuyu giv up la ,she no feelings for u one no point u wait for her, even if u wait she wont feel " gan tong " de..hmm well if thats really true thn thats what makes me continue loving her...i will spend my every last second wit her if this is my last year in this school..if didn change i will spend my very last drop of soul waiting for u...no matter how long it takes..i will wait,hmm i finally realise why some ppl is willing to sacrifice for their love ones and without feeling regret...maybe its worth it..? If it were me i am willing to sacrifice my life to change your happiness...our life is full obstacles and we must learn to stand up whenever we fall...

The Hole in My Heart

When you left,You took a piece of me.I constantly find myself.Down on bended knee,I see you in my dreams.Every night and day,I run to be in your loving arms......But you slowly walk away.Why do you do this?Why do you run?I'm afraid to think You're seeing someone other thn me....haih....i noe that i have done something awfully bad before n makes u hurt and now i am changing to a better person for u....i know u will feel insecure wit me...but i will prove to you that i am serious this time and i will hold u tightly and never gonna let u go..

Makes Me Hard Not To Think Of You

You're the first person I think of,
Each morning when I rise.
You're the last thing I think of,
When I close my eyes.

You're in each thought I have,
And every breath I take.
My feelings are growing stronger,
With every single move u make.

You're an angel from above,
who takes away all my pain.
My love for you is so strong,
It's always gonna be the same.

You're the miracle in my life,
Who can always make me smile.
Just knowing that you care,
Makes my life worth-while.

You've touched my heart and soul,
Which you have from the start.
Your warm soft words,
Will never ever gonna leave my heart.

You are everything I want,
You're so pure and true.
I love you with everything I have,
And I love everything that you do.

Its just imposibble for me not to think of you....

You And Always Will Be You

The first thing I think of is you
When I think of you,
Is your wonderful smile that keeps me going on,
The second would be your adorable and sweet laugh.
I could go on and on,
But the list would never end.
When I think of the seconds,
That we've been together,
And of all of the happy memories we've already shared
It amazes me to no end
And I know that we were meant to be together.
I look at you and see overflowing love, hope, and joy
As well as charm, strength, happiness and dignity.
With all of these wonderful qualities
It's no wonder why I love you so much.

-Takumi-

2nd Trial and Final Exams Coming..!!!

wa...feel like time pass so fast jus finish my 1st trial recently thn now gonna sit for my 2nd trial agn...hmm.. gonna need to work hard le...this time must get better results thn before...I must prove to her that i not only Love her but i am also good at my studies...+U+U..GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND ESPECIALLY TO "HER +U+U YOU CAN DO IT DE BELIEVE IN YOURSELF" haha..hmm well today was quite boring...all subjects sien de..and our class teacher is emo at us..she didn enter our class for 3 days liow lu jus bcuz of some silly things gary did...lolx~~but i think wat gary did was right la, she scold us for talking to girls??..doesn't make sense right?...was wrong wit talking to friends..?hmm dont noe wat she thinking la..

Well i guese thats for now...
-Takumi-

知道（郭靜）

她讓你憔悴許多　她讓你不知所措 她一舉一動你不停地對我說
我微笑傾聽你說　我卻越聽越心痛
怎麼你說的不是我

她比我多了甚麼　讓你願意　耐心等候

我想知道她讓你癡心　是甚麼
我想知道她讓你瘋狂　為甚麼
我知道做的和她沒有不同
但是我　卻不在你心中　逗留

我想知道她哪裡比我好更多
在你心中她和我有甚麼不同
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我　總換不了你的　心動

你讓我憔悴很多　你讓我不知所措
你一舉一動我的心被牽著走
她不經意地走過　你就把我給冷落
嫉妒把我給吞沒

她比我多了甚麼　讓你願意　耐心等候

我想知道她讓你癡心　是甚麼
我想知道她讓你瘋狂　為甚麼
我知道做的和她沒有不同
但是我　卻不在你心中　逗留

我想知道她哪裡比我好更多
在你心中她和我有甚麼不同
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我　總換不了你的　心動

我知道了她哪裡比我好更多
在你心中我永遠不可能會讓你心動
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我　在你心中沒有她多

Changing School Next Year..??

haih...really dont feel like changing to another school..the reason i change is because of my sis..?dont bcuz of my sis change school thn i have to follow de ma...kinda sad one to leave all my best friends and my favourite teachers in school...hmmm try to convince my parents n see how..haih actually thought that can sty in this school wit her till form 5 de but maybe cant le...hmmm dont noe when i chg school le she will happy de ma...? Feel so Bu sher de to change school....Feels so weird to be in a new school..

Well guese thats it for now..
-Takumi-

Feelings..?

haih....
currently feeling kinda down...hmm actually is sad...well the one and only girl i love seems dont have any special feelings towards me..well wat more can i say..?hmm it is the fact, i will have to accept it, or maybe she just deserves someone much more better thn me..?someone who will be there to take care her , borrow her a shoulder to lean on when she's sad, makes her happy all day long...Well this might be my fate..everyone deserves a second chance but will i..?hmm...as long as she happy wit her life no matter who she choose i will always respect her decision...As long as can see her smile thn i am happy le...

well i guese thats it for now...write agn went i am free
-Takumi-